My piano playing sucks … I know this.
I still enjoy it. Doing it. Creating a sound that makes me feel joy, or even one that scratches the back of your head.
What does this say about me? – nothing.
But it says a lot about the power of music.
I am supposed to tell you good things too.
I saw some college kids cleaning the garbage off of 12th AVE today …
I was stunned. I was heartened.
Jesus, through these kids, spoke to me …
He said “they’re not all shit …”
(no, a lot of these young people had great parents)
“I’ve read my bible … love is a mess, but it is also wonderful.” – Dr. Freckles
Peckinpah gave you plausible tactical scenarios …
Today’s action? – they train you to fail.
Dumping sewage into the oceans?
(that’s been a government solution since day 1)
You walk up to someone 20 years younger than you …
But he looks just like you, almost …
And you say …
“You know your daddy, right?”
“Yes, what the fuck?”
(and you walk away)
(Irishman drink …)
If you’re a douche bag? – guess why …
BECAUSE YOU ARE A DOUCHE BAG …
Want to change that?
(stop being a douche)
Shit birds LOVE to blame drugs for being shit birds.
I did more LSD in October 2017 than most ever should – and it was really badly engineered …
I went crazy, and was a terrible person to folks that did not deserve it.
I CAN’T BLAME THE LSD!
I can take responsibility …
Weed does not make you indifferent or cold …
I vape more weed than any other 10,000 people.
Beer does not ruin your heart, and make you callous.
I drink more beer than most.
INDIFFERENCE MAKES YOU INDIFFERENT!
CALLOUSNESS MAKES YOU FUCKING CALLOUS!
Don’t blame beer, weed.
I hate thinking about “writing” …
One of my bittersweet memories of 2020 …
My excitement about starting a new project, and then the dread and misery of this wretched dystopia and drowning in it existentially.
Today I will get some beer and weed and I will disassociate.
“I am more afraid of Godzilla than I am of COVID-19.” – Dr. Freckles
(a conversation from 2034, it’s nearing midnight at checkpoint Zebra in the King County Slave Zone)
“You hear that?”
“Come on man …”
“I’m serious Z’loop … you hear that shit?”
(a loud scream can be heard from the alley)
“You go check on that …”
“FUCK YOU Z’LOOP!”